I hope you
Your heart is
In the hardest
times we have
to be the
keep your head
Train WreckTrain Wreck
When you look at me
I go stupid I go blank
and slip into the brink
Like a deer in headlights
Damn your light is bright
and you make it hard to think
But don't stop now
I want you to smash through my defenses like a freight train
Drive me off the rails,
but promise you'll come with me through the pouring rain
Careening off the tracks
Take me with you into your world and I'll never look back
Can't you see I've been yours from the start? You make me come apart,
are you really going to sit there and break my heart?
Just give me a glimpse, a glimmer of hope,
a reason to defy all logic and embrace the insane,
come with me on this crazy out of control love train
We'll crash into the future together
and I know we'll survive the harshest weather
You wreck me and wreak havoc with my mind
I've lost all reason and my wheels scream and grind
Can't stop now there's no looking back
You, my dear, are a walking heart attack
Kiss me now
DearMissBrownEyesDear Miss Emily Beautiful Brown Eyes
There are so many things I want to say to you
I hope my words will find a way to make it through
those fierce brown tiger eyes burning bright
cutting deep swaths through my heart of night
Already you've taught me more than you know
Can you tell how I feel? Does it show on my face?
Don't you know just how much you make my heart race?
From that first smile through every literary aisle,
you piqued my interest and made it all worth while
You have proven yourself insightful and educated, and talented and smart
and you have at your disposal the master keys to my heart
Your unique sight gives depth and meaning to the words on the page
You've helped set me free from my heart's dark cage
When I look at you I see much more than meets the eye
Compared to you, most people don't even try
But you, my dear, are an intelligent empowered woman
and there are no limits to where your soul can fly
My Dissertation On LoveMy Dissertation On Love
Here is my master's thesis,
what separates us apart from rhesus :
Monkeys and men see and those with a will do
whatever it takes to see it through.
These love games these mind fucks these torturous teasings
Rapturous feelings deep from inside defy all reasonings and meaning
There's no logic just gravity and fate
and these particles of humanity speed by
arriving neither early nor late
but just between the hours of temptation and racing heart rate
and when colliding seas merge they form rogue waves
that consume everything they touch
and with their fierce waters they bathe
our bodies like babbling brooks taking their sweet course
over love's Victoria falls.
I'll be your bungee cord
With my heart pinned to the wall.
Dare we take the plunge for'd?
G-forces of attraction in acceleration towards
delirious kissing and risking it all
leaving your heart wide open taking down your wary walls
will this love be the one to end them? Will I fall again or will we
Put their weak
Natural DisasterEvery time you look at me
I get earthquakes fissures tectonic plates rupturing and smashing together
glaciers rumbling cracking breaking off into the raging sea inside me
searing heat lightning crashing thunderbolts that
blow apart volcanos leaving flowing rivers of molten emotion
waterspouts tornados and hurricane rains twisting me into oblivion
and torrential floods of feelings breaking forth
that shatter my world into a million shards of itself
Love is like a plantLove is like a plant.
It starts from a tiny seed. A glance. A hello. A smile. A kind word.
It breaks you free from your shell and makes you reach for the light.
It is your confidence, and your hope keeping you through the night.
But you must give it water and good soil so its roots grow deep.
Fresh affections and a pure heart, willing to forgive, accept imperfections, and take a faithful leap.
Only then can the plant flourish, and without good sun it may wither away.
With good cheer and a positive attitude it will grow strong else it may go stray.
But some loves blossom and bear fruit, passing the seeds on to the next generation.
The children and the knowledge and the cycle of love all over again.
To be replayed on the stage til the celestial curtain draws to a close
and even the brilliant fires of the stars shall cool and fade.
To The Woman Of My DreamsWon't you come to me?
To hold my hand and lace our fingers intertwined?
Won't you come and find me?
To kiss my cheek and hear me say I'm glad you're mine?
Won't you make your way into my life this year?
And whisper I love you in my ear?
Please keep looking, because I've been here all along
We've been waiting for each other for so long
But every day is a step closer to lying in each other's arms
Don't give up, I'm waiting for you too
I'll fight for our future it won't come to harm
Because I know we'll survive the harshest weather
And our hearts will only grow closer together
Stay with me spend with me the rest of our lives
When you look in my eyes my heart skips a beat
And if you keep staring at me I will die of heat stroke and flush for sure
Grab me hold me close and kiss me I'm yours
Your gaze lights the way into my heart
You drive away the darkness and leave your love and art.
So please keep looking for me I'll be waiting right here
I want this to be the last lonely year
There is an
The ChaseEye contact is intimate
looking back for more
hoping for clarity
two souls invocation
hungry for information
do they like me too?
or have I scared them away?
Who is the bashful hunter?
And who is the willing prey?
Three RosesThree roses each blushing red like my heart
I rarely see anyone so pretty and fair,
with such a sweet smile and with flowers in their hair
with gemstones for eyes, that are prettier than bright afternoon skies
shining brightly in the sweet summer breeze.
Will you walk with me among the trees?
One rose each, for being pretty sweet and kind,
I can't help but blush when I see visions of you in my mind,
your pretty face and your lovely smile
make me want to skip for a mile.
Will you take a walk with me along a country aisle?
And hold my hand all the while?
Until the stars come out with the light of the moon
and we have to go home soon?
I'd desperately love to know who you are
because you shine brighter than the morning star.
Please spend some time with me I'm a good man I swear.
I've never seen a smile so lovely, alive, and fair.
All I could hope for is to spend some time together with you
so please don't break my heart and make me blue
because I really like you.
So I'm asking you please t
I want to butterfly kiss your lips and map out the curves of your side
with lightly tracing fingertips and our hearts racing along the tide
I sense your deepening breaths, and we can't hide
Sharing our secret inner fires, our flames growing higher,
ruby light burning brightly away the damp and chill of night
My only desire is to sleep where you lay
because it is your proximity that keeps the demons away
just promise me you'll always stay and your trust I will never betray
You pull me in, and my heart you hold
among its secrets are many a fold
and the pages I write with you I will keep until I am old
That Girl with the Broken SmileShe stood in the dark corner
Slowly falling onto the dirty concrete
Her lover disappeared into dust
He left her alone
With a bleeding heart cut wide open
She drowns in her own blood and tears
An empty hole is all left in her chest
As hard she tries
The tears and blood were hard to hide
She's that girl with the broken smile
I am that girl
But he will never see me drown in blood and tears
For I shall never let him know I am that girl
The Boy who caused the Broken SmileHe watched her from afar
Guilt and sorrow ached in his chest
Tears flow down his face
What he has done?
He thought to himself
All the pain he caused
This is not how he wanted to end
He wished he could say it hurts him too
But she's not here anymore
She has walked away with an empty hole in her chest
All he had left of her is the blood and tears she had drowned in
He's the boy who gave her the broken smile
I am that boy
But she won't know it's me
For I shall never let her know I am that boy
happiness is to blame even smiles hurt sometimes
even some laughter is fake.
sometimes lies escape through teeth,
and my old heart -- it aches.
even some feelings are kept secret
and some secrets never spill.
but sometimes rumors are set ablaze
against one's tortured will.
even Perfections make mistakes
(explains why some are born.)
remember the smiles, laughs, and love?
before our souls were torn?
even some childhoods aren't for kids
even innocence dies.
so stop ignoring the ignorance,
oh listen to the memory's cries!
even friendships don't last forever
so why should love do the same?
embrace the darkness, ignore the light
for happiness is the one to blame.
NeurochemistryNoradrenaline, serotonin and dopamine are the currency of the brain.
Every time I feel something, I spend a little of each.
They replenish over time, but only gradually.
When I use a lot at once, there isn't always enough left.
No matter how much I wish otherwise, the resources simply aren't there.
Sometimes, I just can't afford to be happy, or calm, or rational, or whatever else it is you want me to be.
[Success.]For the first time, i manage to make something that looks exactly like i imagined in my head, and submit it
being proud as fuck about it.
Tick TockTick tock goes the clock, ticking down the time,
people always rushing about as the time keeps going by.
Who was it that decided night versus day?
I don't remember casting a vote, has it always been this way?
Time is mysterious always ticking day by day,
I don't want to run out of time. Don't I get a say?
Where has time gone? It's gone by so fast.
I guess it's a good thing that we can glance at the past.
Tick Tock goes the clock, another moment disappears.
So raise your glasses up and spread joy throughout the years.
Dear best friend, I'm sorry.I’m sorry.
I wasn’t there for you when you needed me,
perhaps the only time you ever really needed me.
I left you alone by choice,
be it that I couldn’t know you would need me,
be it that I wasn’t there because of my own very real struggle,
that doesn’t change the fact that I wasn’t there.
for I cannot forgive myself.
Help me.I can't explain it
It's like- It's *sigh*
I drown in it
Like I'm in a cave lit only by a hole in the top
There's water at the bottom
And whenever I give in
I flip upside down and
My lungs are filled
Sometimes I do
And the pain afterwards is
My strength can only last so long, you know?
The strength to fight the sucking filth of
Therefore, I need His help
And I float when I receive it.