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My Dissertation On LoveMy Dissertation On Love
Here is my master's thesis,
what separates us apart from rhesus :
Monkeys and men see and those with a will do
whatever it takes to see it through.
These love games these mind fucks these torturous teasings
Rapturous feelings deep from inside defy all reasonings and meaning
There's no logic just gravity and fate
and these particles of humanity speed by
arriving neither early nor late
but just between the hours of temptation and racing heart rate
and when colliding seas merge they form rogue waves
that consume everything they touch
and with their fierce waters they bathe
our bodies like babbling brooks taking their sweet course
over love's Victoria falls.
I'll be your bungee cord
With my heart pinned to the wall.
Dare we take the plunge for'd?
G-forces of attraction in acceleration towards
delirious kissing and risking it all
leaving your heart wide open taking down your wary walls
will this love be the one to end them? Will I fall again or will we
Put their weak
Natural DisasterEvery time you look at me
I get earthquakes fissures tectonic plates rupturing and smashing together
glaciers rumbling cracking breaking off into the raging sea inside me
searing heat lightning crashing thunderbolts that
blow apart volcanos leaving flowing rivers of molten emotion
waterspouts tornados and hurricane rains twisting me into oblivion
and torrential floods of feelings breaking forth
that shatter my world into a million shards of itself
Love is like a plantLove is like a plant.
It starts from a tiny seed. A glance. A hello. A smile. A kind word.
It breaks you free from your shell and makes you reach for the light.
It is your confidence, and your hope keeping you through the night.
But you must give it water and good soil so its roots grow deep.
Fresh affections and a pure heart, willing to forgive, accept imperfections, and take a faithful leap.
Only then can the plant flourish, and without good sun it may wither away.
With good cheer and a positive attitude it will grow strong else it may go stray.
But some loves blossom and bear fruit, passing the seeds on to the next generation.
The children and the knowledge and the cycle of love all over again.
To be replayed on the stage til the celestial curtain draws to a close
and even the brilliant fires of the stars shall cool and fade.
To The Woman Of My DreamsWon't you come to me?
To hold my hand and lace our fingers intertwined?
Won't you come and find me?
To kiss my cheek and hear me say I'm glad you're mine?
Won't you make your way into my life this year?
And whisper I love you in my ear?
Please keep looking, because I've been here all along
We've been waiting for each other for so long
But every day is a step closer to lying in each other's arms
Don't give up, I'm waiting for you too
I'll fight for our future it won't come to harm
Because I know we'll survive the harshest weather
And our hearts will only grow closer together
Stay with me spend with me the rest of our lives
When you look in my eyes my heart skips a beat
And if you keep staring at me I will die of heat stroke and flush for sure
Grab me hold me close and kiss me I'm yours
Your gaze lights the way into my heart
You drive away the darkness and leave your love and art.
So please keep looking for me I'll be waiting right here
I want this to be the last lonely year
There is an
The ChaseEye contact is intimate
looking back for more
hoping for clarity
two souls invocation
hungry for information
do they like me too?
or have I scared them away?
Who is the bashful hunter?
And who is the willing prey?
Three RosesThree roses each blushing red like my heart
I rarely see anyone so pretty and fair,
with such a sweet smile and with flowers in their hair
with gemstones for eyes, that are prettier than bright afternoon skies
shining brightly in the sweet summer breeze.
Will you walk with me among the trees?
One rose each, for being pretty sweet and kind,
I can't help but blush when I see visions of you in my mind,
your pretty face and your lovely smile
make me want to skip for a mile.
Will you take a walk with me along a country aisle?
And hold my hand all the while?
Until the stars come out with the light of the moon
and we have to go home soon?
I'd desperately love to know who you are
because you shine brighter than the morning star.
Please spend some time with me I'm a good man I swear.
I've never seen a smile so lovely, alive, and fair.
All I could hope for is to spend some time together with you
so please don't break my heart and make me blue
because I really like you.
So I'm asking you please t
I want to butterfly kiss your lips and map out the curves of your side
with lightly tracing fingertips and our hearts racing along the tide
I sense your deepening breaths, and we can't hide
Sharing our secret inner fires, our flames growing higher,
ruby light burning brightly away the damp and chill of night
My only desire is to sleep where you lay
because it is your proximity that keeps the demons away
just promise me you'll always stay and your trust I will never betray
You pull me in, and my heart you hold
among its secrets are many a fold
and the pages I write with you I will keep until I am old
A prayerBlessings and love for God and heaven above
Honor and praise to the angels who guard our ways
Kindness and a kiss to all the lovers I miss
Health and long lives so the children thrive.
Calm seas and steady winds to the lads at sea
Good tips and some polite manners for the working girls
Patience and tranquility to those with short tempers
Friendship and comfort to those who are alone
Protection for the women they batter and abuse
Understanding and forgiveness for those who need it
A new start for those with broken homes
and a place to sleep for those without one
Sober thoughts and a sound mind to the mentally ill
sometimes their thoughts are clearer than yours
Be nice to our furry friends, they have to live life on all fours
Keep the land, water and air clean, and the Earth will continue to bless
And finally, love and companionship for all, for we are all alone in our own shells
but still together in this same mess
Beyond RepairThe chill of tears trickling down my cheeks
rivulets of bitter sorrow
and streams of quiet despair
The emptiness beside me threatens to consume me whole
swallow my being
and leave me broken beyond repair
I wish I knew where to find someone
who cares for me as deeply as I care for them
but no one ever returns my love
nor takes the time to see I am a beautiful uncut gem
No one looks beyond the surface
no one sees who I am inside
why do I bother to care anymore
when all that I ever love is washed away
like children's sand castles on the tide
My feelings are true and my heart bleeds for you each and every time
I think of you but I'm destined to fall in love with souls beyond my reach
and there's no one to teach me what to do
now that I know I've lost you too.
I just want someone to take my hand
and tell me I'm not alone
because this is a dry lonely land
and there is nothing in sight but burning dry sand
that parches my throat and stings my eyes
and all I'm left with is all of your lies
The War Ain't OverThe war's never over
Its always just beginning
Thinking of all the battles I've lost
Sends my brain spinning,
But the war ain't over
That much I know
So there's a chance I could take the reigns
And then I'd never let 'em go
But right now's another battle
Another hour of pain,
The enemies siege
When my smile started to wane
Under the crushing blows
Their words did to me
Though I suppose
I should be glad they weren't
Sticks and stones
Cause then where would I be?
And as my embarrassment mounts
Then comes their cavalry
Stabbing at what's left of my gaiety.
I call for a retreat
Cut the losses of my pride
Run back for shelter
And merely try to hide,
But waiting there's an ambush
Another standing infantry
All their guns dutifully
Pointing towards me.
I stand and accept their fire
Where else am I meant to go?
Here was supposed to be safe
This castle was supposed to be home.
So I pull myself together
I stride through their screams
Trying not to fall apart
Whilst they rip me to seams.
And the d
the design in the starsyou decided a long
time ago, a long time
before it affected your
sight to remember me -
before it throbbed
inside you when someone
uttered my three-syllable
name; oh Tangerine -
that only will you
fight when I widened
the perimeters of
your sore-sighted faults.
you didn't know yet, no-
you were only
suckling at the idea of
changing the world and
looking down at my crawling endeavors
to walk before my
patellas were ready.
I heard them scream
when I was seven, the skin
above them reddened with
the purple of a betrayed
sweet lover, does the color wheel
work backwards where I'm from? I was already
so cold, spinning like
the rebellion of an odd
tiny magnet in a terrorist
field. my darling,
do the Sufis miss my
sleepless, praying nights to you?
tell my stories still, even
after you disappeared? my love,
do they still wait
for death to follow me?
you were always gold; summer
skeletons lay still and dusted
in my closet for you. I did not
leave you in my being
a bubble of silence
no words, no
loud enough to erase
while I step on my own reflection
in the cold concrete.
a shadow of quiet
no flames, no
deep enough to hide
while I rest near the roots
of a dead willow tree.
WallsIt started with me running
My feet hitting the ground with purpose in every step
My toes touching grass and my legs never tiring
I was moving
I was a child with no sense of direction but no cares to give about where I was going
I just wanted to go somewhere, and I wanted to tell people about what I was seeing
I was seeing sky, and friends, and school, and books
Life, and love, and laughter
I always dreamed big and never accepted any less than the best
But then dreams shifted into expectations
Next came standing
My feet were planted in place like the flowers I used to pluck the petals from
Counting off loves-me-not’s for every person I knew until the flowers became convincing
Loves-me-not, loves-me-not, loves-me-not
Until the petals piled up into a wall, my first
Loves-me-not, loves-me-not, loves-me-not
And I could no longer see the sun rise
Next came kneeling
Down on my knees, spitting out prayers from my lips and letting confessions drip from my eyes
Wishing that my love-me-not&
Self-CondemnTake breaths to set the baggage down,
The silence is a welcome sound,
You cannot hold their fears and frowns
And let them all be free.
No one can win if you are bound
Within their problems - spinning 'round,
Each situation just compounds
And makes you want to flee.
Perhaps it's best to empathise,
Send them love and realise
That they must open their own eyes
If they wish to live.
For taking on their pain and ties
Shall bring about your swift demise
And you're the only one who dies
With nothing left to give.
Do not gather - you must cease!
To cause yourself acute disease,
Just because you gave release,
From all that bothered them.
There's only one you need appease,
So grant yourself a new life's lease,
And find some comfort; moment's peace,
No longer self-condemn.
Don't hate meYou’re too stupid to understand that I roll my eyes at your comments. You’re too busy explaining why I’m so unlovable that you fail seeing that I don’t care about your opinions. I’ve lost all of my respect for you your drunken asshole… the respect I once had for you is long gone but still it hurts. Listening to when you tell me that I will never be anyone. That I will never find anyone who wants me because I’m stupid, unwanted and a failure straight through. Do you know that I’ve cried because of your words?
You destroy me a little bit every time even though I know better than to believe in what you say. Usually I find it flattering when people tell me about my flaws and usually I tell them that at least I’m human enough to treat others well but you’re family. I know you’re not my mother or my father but you’re supposed to love me because of who I am – your blood flows through my veins.
My mindIt feels like I am the last of my kind,
Once there was a time when others could see what was on my mind,
I could confide,
I keep running - nowhere to hide,
Not even inside,
out out out,
It makes me want to shout,
I need to get out out out... - out of my mind!
A LetterI hate you.
Im at the top of the world,
and all I can think is that I hate you.
You cant love me.
Why cant you love me?
I've cried for you,
bled for you.
I'll die for you too,
if that's what you want.
I gave up everything for your dream,
and you threw it all back in my face.
You ruined my life.
Stole my childhood,
I'm wishing I could have it back.
to the days when I could love you.
where our only worries were,
getting to the swings first,
and scraping out knees,
instead of hurt,
I've sacrificed so much.
Given up everything to make you happy.
You cant be happy.
You cant love me.
Why cant you love me?
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