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My Dissertation On LoveMy Dissertation On Love
Here is my master's thesis,
what separates us apart from rhesus :
Monkeys and men see and those with a will do
whatever it takes to see it through.
These love games these mind fucks these torturous teasings
Rapturous feelings deep from inside defy all reasonings and meaning
There's no logic just gravity and fate
and these particles of humanity speed by
arriving neither early nor late
but just between the hours of temptation and racing heart rate
and when colliding seas merge they form rogue waves
that consume everything they touch
and with their fierce waters they bathe
our bodies like babbling brooks taking their sweet course
over love's Victoria falls.
I'll be your bungee cord
With my heart pinned to the wall.
Dare we take the plunge for'd?
G-forces of attraction in acceleration towards
delirious kissing and risking it all
leaving your heart wide open taking down your wary walls
will this love be the one to end them? Will I fall again or will we
Put their weak
Natural DisasterEvery time you look at me
I get earthquakes fissures tectonic plates rupturing and smashing together
glaciers rumbling cracking breaking off into the raging sea inside me
searing heat lightning crashing thunderbolts that
blow apart volcanos leaving flowing rivers of molten emotion
waterspouts tornados and hurricane rains twisting me into oblivion
and torrential floods of feelings breaking forth
that shatter my world into a million shards of itself
Love is like a plantLove is like a plant.
It starts from a tiny seed. A glance. A hello. A smile. A kind word.
It breaks you free from your shell and makes you reach for the light.
It is your confidence, and your hope keeping you through the night.
But you must give it water and good soil so its roots grow deep.
Fresh affections and a pure heart, willing to forgive, accept imperfections, and take a faithful leap.
Only then can the plant flourish, and without good sun it may wither away.
With good cheer and a positive attitude it will grow strong else it may go stray.
But some loves blossom and bear fruit, passing the seeds on to the next generation.
The children and the knowledge and the cycle of love all over again.
To be replayed on the stage til the celestial curtain draws to a close
and even the brilliant fires of the stars shall cool and fade.
To The Woman Of My DreamsWon't you come to me?
To hold my hand and lace our fingers intertwined?
Won't you come and find me?
To kiss my cheek and hear me say I'm glad you're mine?
Won't you make your way into my life this year?
And whisper I love you in my ear?
Please keep looking, because I've been here all along
We've been waiting for each other for so long
But every day is a step closer to lying in each other's arms
Don't give up, I'm waiting for you too
I'll fight for our future it won't come to harm
Because I know we'll survive the harshest weather
And our hearts will only grow closer together
Stay with me spend with me the rest of our lives
When you look in my eyes my heart skips a beat
And if you keep staring at me I will die of heat stroke and flush for sure
Grab me hold me close and kiss me I'm yours
Your gaze lights the way into my heart
You drive away the darkness and leave your love and art.
So please keep looking for me I'll be waiting right here
I want this to be the last lonely year
There is an
The ChaseEye contact is intimate
looking back for more
hoping for clarity
two souls invocation
hungry for information
do they like me too?
or have I scared them away?
Who is the bashful hunter?
And who is the willing prey?
Three RosesThree roses each blushing red like my heart
I rarely see anyone so pretty and fair,
with such a sweet smile and with flowers in their hair
with gemstones for eyes, that are prettier than bright afternoon skies
shining brightly in the sweet summer breeze.
Will you walk with me among the trees?
One rose each, for being pretty sweet and kind,
I can't help but blush when I see visions of you in my mind,
your pretty face and your lovely smile
make me want to skip for a mile.
Will you take a walk with me along a country aisle?
And hold my hand all the while?
Until the stars come out with the light of the moon
and we have to go home soon?
I'd desperately love to know who you are
because you shine brighter than the morning star.
Please spend some time with me I'm a good man I swear.
I've never seen a smile so lovely, alive, and fair.
All I could hope for is to spend some time together with you
so please don't break my heart and make me blue
because I really like you.
So I'm asking you please t
I want to butterfly kiss your lips and map out the curves of your side
with lightly tracing fingertips and our hearts racing along the tide
I sense your deepening breaths, and we can't hide
Sharing our secret inner fires, our flames growing higher,
ruby light burning brightly away the damp and chill of night
My only desire is to sleep where you lay
because it is your proximity that keeps the demons away
just promise me you'll always stay and your trust I will never betray
You pull me in, and my heart you hold
among its secrets are many a fold
and the pages I write with you I will keep until I am old
A prayerBlessings and love for God and heaven above
Honor and praise to the angels who guard our ways
Kindness and a kiss to all the lovers I miss
Health and long lives so the children thrive.
Calm seas and steady winds to the lads at sea
Good tips and some polite manners for the working girls
Patience and tranquility to those with short tempers
Friendship and comfort to those who are alone
Protection for the women they batter and abuse
Understanding and forgiveness for those who need it
A new start for those with broken homes
and a place to sleep for those without one
Sober thoughts and a sound mind to the mentally ill
sometimes their thoughts are clearer than yours
Be nice to our furry friends, they have to live life on all fours
Keep the land, water and air clean, and the Earth will continue to bless
And finally, love and companionship for all, for we are all alone in our own shells
but still together in this same mess
Beyond RepairThe chill of tears trickling down my cheeks
rivulets of bitter sorrow
and streams of quiet despair
The emptiness beside me threatens to consume me whole
swallow my being
and leave me broken beyond repair
I wish I knew where to find someone
who cares for me as deeply as I care for them
but no one ever returns my love
nor takes the time to see I am a beautiful uncut gem
No one looks beyond the surface
no one sees who I am inside
why do I bother to care anymore
when all that I ever love is washed away
like children's sand castles on the tide
My feelings are true and my heart bleeds for you each and every time
I think of you but I'm destined to fall in love with souls beyond my reach
and there's no one to teach me what to do
now that I know I've lost you too.
I just want someone to take my hand
and tell me I'm not alone
because this is a dry lonely land
and there is nothing in sight but burning dry sand
that parches my throat and stings my eyes
and all I'm left with is all of your lies
A body, an imageThere's too much here, too much flesh
To be held in hand from belly, thighs and hips
Undesirable, or so all magazines say
I wish she knew that the strain when she vomits,
All the tears shed afterwards will never help as
The love for herself, which makes her truly beautiful
But she unfolds and bends her body once again
Pleased to see the ribs still protruding
Though maybe less than she had wished them to
When she tries to touch the mirror
The hand there rejects her with a slap
That is not the shape it wishes to reflect
ItShe said it until
It was just a
Sound without meaning.
He remained silent
To avoid choking
On every syllable.
She saw it as a
Series of black
Marks on white paper.
She wrote it quickly
So she wouldn't be
Able to change her mind.
He always froze
Whenever he picked
Up the pen.
She repeated it until
She had convinced herself
Nothing was wrong.
He got used to
He didn't exist.
But there should
Have been no
Need to try.
What Love Means To Melove...
It isn't filled with lies
It isn't about sex
Neither of the two matter.
If you only see those things
Then love isn't there.
Love no longer exists for you.
No one expects you
To show how "worthy"
You are of our love.
We don't expect gifts
Or anything perfect
Because love isn't perfect.
"Who was that?"
"Where did you go?"
Those are the questions asked
From the ones who are scared of love
Scared of hurt
And scared to open up
It isn't about invading your "privacy"
It's about something much more.
It's about not feeling secure
Not feeling worthy
And not understanding how you could ever love us.
It's more pure
I have ever seen.
It is the unseen bond
That connects two souls
And their hearts.
Seeing it in each others eyes
No matter what,
The glowing warmth
Between you and them.
It is the passion
That envelops you both
And it is adoration
with every embrace.
There are no rules
Because love is unpredictable.
Love truly is blin
Our life is nothing than a gameOur life is nothing than a game
And we play the hero role,
Sometimes trying to earn fame,
Having lost our real goal.
We're living in adventures,
We're struggling every day,
But with the help of our friends,
We still find time to play.
Sometimes it's not really easy,
To live on another day,
But if you ever feel uneasy,
Our friends come to us and say:
"Don't be sad, don't give up,
We're right here! We'll pull you up!
Just tag along, come on be strong!
We'll even do a little sing along!"
And when at night,
You go to bed...
You remember all,
That they have said...
And all those smiles that came,
From this world, this game,
And you relax, you sleep,
That ends another day...
StringsThat’s not how friendship works.
that's not how any of this works.
He doesn’t see anything.
How we’re living next to each to each other, instead of together.
This won’t work, old lad. It won’t.
I’m not for free. At least I will
Take your love. All of it. Territorial desires.
We’re still predators, you know.
Now say amen
And shut up until I’m somebody else.
Until you sucked all the war from my tongue.
You’re not angel enough to be a good death.
I can’t possibly love you this way.
You’ll remain missing overtures
And a door that is locked.
Something that is not quite me
No one elseI don't live for a dream
But live a fairy tale
I don't love where I live
But I'm alive with love
I don't got nobody
But I want to have you
I feel like we're something
And no one else will do
I'll believe in your dreams
I'll believe in your hopes
And if nothing, nothing
nothing is as it seems
I'll be the first to tell
I'll be the first to hold
On to you, on to you
And no one else will do
I have seen how pretty
and witty you can be
I feel like there is more
Than what you have shown me
And I want to know you
In a way no one could
I want to know, know you
As only you would do
If I can't live it, well
Then no one else will do
If I can't love it, well
Then no one else will do
I'll be the first to tell
Tell how pretty it is
To live, live for a dream
A way I never knew
How much more than you show
Much more there is to know
About loving and you
And no one else will do
I may live for a dream
But I'm no fairy tale
I may love while I live
But no one else will do
Ode to Dixon Daryl
With my final breath
An arrow pierces my chest
Shot from the crossbow you wield
This causes my slow, painful death
Reality isn't all it's cracked up to be
The moment I saw you
I was captivated, enraptured
You took my breath away
Even though I know it's all a show
No one will ever replace you
No one will ever compare
As I fall to my knees
The last thought on my mind
How I wish you were real
(Read from bottom to top)
I am a WandererI am wanderer
It is my life for along as I can remember
I have seen many things
Gone through the hidden parts of the world
Everywhere I go there are
This is my life
Seeing sad and hurt
Where ever I go
This is life
I learned that
Through the open road
Where ever I go
Seem to find me
I go to help those people
That is why I wander
To help the sad
That’s what I do as wanderer
I have learned many things on the road
Sadness is everywhere you have to find
Help the sad and hurt
Why help, it also helps you
No matter how hard you try you can’t not find sadness
That is a life of a wanderer looking for sadness and helping
My name is Alice and when I find you
I will be there to help
Trip-Wire LoveWhere to start?
The very weight of it all quite cataclysmic, dragging inward with the sort of gravity lent only to those moments of piercing darkness.
The middle: a boy lies dying on the side of the road.
The end: a jailed man climbs through a bathroom window.
The start: bruises on a brown eyed girl.
Last night my lover paused before he asked me, as if the silent space would stop me from saying what he didn't want to hear, as if the imaginary ellipses would form a buffer zone between me and the ever-present potential for implosion:
What the fuck happened?
His voice broke at the closing, and I thought - what indeed?
It seems so silly that he should not understand, not imagine the constant possibility of bruising. I see it in the growth of flowers by the road, I guess it in the pale fingerprint wrists of the shop assistant girl, I carve it from my mothers shadowed smile and my sisters broken pipe eyes, and here I am again: commenting on the perpetual tumour of cyclical living. It’s